how do i look to u ? joker?

wat the hell on earth makes u to let me wait for two nights and one day to buzz me .....dont you know how down am i while waiting for u to buzz me ? i believe that u always have your own emo story but wat did i do wrong and u let me be like a joker ? too good to you ? call u when u are down ? getting upset when u have not enough time to rest in your busy schedule? or call for your ex and ask y he didnt pick up when he just dumb u like nth ....haiz..... u spoil my day and night just by saying nth .....your silence just kills me badly.... “看你微妙的变化。慢慢不同。我不是生气，只是心痛”《哭过就好了》

playing a new game called ignoring

just see how i ignore u ....i about to hate ppl how ignore lo ....but i think i should play ignore with u ....maybe thats wat i can give u the best ...haha just watch it and feel how hurting it is of being ignored....u deserve it .!

its gonna rain soon

its gonna rain soon ...and i just love this weather....raining inside and also outside...i have been thinking too much which leads me to hurts....i wants to be splashed away into ocean....no one knows where i am and no one care after searching me for few days.......going for a party with a happiness musk...

im a little tired of this life

just kind of sick with problems that im facing and ppl around with their problem and wants to share it....just a little tired of it...handling financial issues is another chapter of life which need lots of practical on it....all im doing now is listening to "how could an angel break my heart"being alone is safe but just kind a missing some warmth wishes from the special one....but anyway is better than getting hurt.....
when back home town too relax but it turn to be a busy time and a unpleasant time at home with the folks...and came back to sg still having a few sweet days bfore attachment..its my last weekend offs d. a little stress just feel like wanna smoke and get drunk but....i still wanna keep the promise that i gave to my self and to the someone who i lost year bfore.and so fast a lot of things has came and past in my life...
and now focusing on a desired career...havin some problem too but i just tell my self "YES OR NO I NEED TO MOVE ON ".

so blur with u

i walk away but u just made me walk back to you....just feel like giving you one warmth hug.....haha hope the loneliness and the weather didn't freeze you .

i think im ..........

i think that i starts to give up le........hope things will be better after this......just wanna safe my heart for my self....

im glad to be your listener...cute little lamb

my dream gal haha...use to be so strong but i was shock to know that you have past trough those hard time... feel very bad bout two things...i feel that i should not be so open up ...coz i feel that unknowingly im being a burden and add up to you problems...another is i feel very bad to know what you have gone trough ...but just wanna let you know that no matter how hard just find me and have a talk k ...i will be there ...im willing to be just be best frenz if you just wish so ,what are we is not an important... the most important is for me to get to know that you are happy...AZA AZA　FIGHTING ^^

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i just wanna think of.... posible for everyday

i have my dreams to work on and u have yours too . and we are serious about it . so lets just concern more on it ....i like .....but i dun wanna get into any relationship for the moment....and thats what u wish too ....so let take it easy k ......im happy to know that you are happy ....if i happen to melt your heart someday i will be the happiest person ....but if u happen to met someone better, i want to be the first person to know .....as for today i just wish that you will cool down soon and just ignore those who makes u angry .....noob lamb, im here so must be happy k

无聊

在想，我是否应该停留然后再回头呢。。。会否走得太快了。。。很多时候出现很多问题都因为每个人都不愿意坦白。。或许。。。都知道坦白后事情会解决，过后大家都会很无聊了。。。哈哈。。晚安， 好梦。

tired but way too happy cant even sleep

今天上课到很迟，特别多东西。。。觉得近到这间学校真的是太幸福了..处理了也吃了鹅肝foei grass值美币95。。。过后更开心的是。。。她竟然会在上机前大电话给我。。。好感动。。因为我没有想过会有这样的一天。。。被人家珍惜的感觉真的很。。。。哈哈 还连续打了三通。我因为在上课没接。。还问我是否在忙。。。 太开心了。。果然对她坦白是对的。。。希望她平安到达台湾。。。

舍不得吃下的沙拉！

在学校的第二个作品，若是为你准备，我会很开心。。when i take it to patio, i dont really feel like eating it . i just so ....hehe

那时的我，心里只是在想着你，若在那时候，我能够坐在你身边，看着你吃这美味的ｓａｌａｄ，或许在那一秒，世界末日了，我都无所谓。。。伤好了，疤痕呢？过了这么长的时间，我还是一样，我恨我爱你，记得我没恨你，我只是恨我爱你。你太完美了，我无法拥有，也无法失去。。你的生活里很明显没有我的影子了。。后来才明白，我必须回到现实。。祝福你能找到你要的幸福。往前走了。。。或许我遇到对的人，可是疤痕会让我永远记得你。现实中的永远。　

all the best to my self

was confident enough but now feel very nervous hope things will be better tomorrow. at last i find my self back and more focus on study.....flirting around is not a joke actually ...haha but it was sweet and a wonderful exp....but it was just a school day crush......i guess every one have one in their memory too ...haha sweet and charming eyes of soju.. cheers...hehe

the gift

have u received? do u like it ? u dont like it ? AM I SUPPOSE TO ASK ALL THIS TO YOU ?

cant be bothered

i cant be bothered.....tell you what ....JUST xxxx OFF.

我很想。。。。

听你说话。。为什么不能够做到想朋友一样呢？为什么什么都不告诉我呢？