无聊

在想，我是否应该停留然后再回头呢。。。会否走得太快了。。。很多时候出现很多问题都因为每个人都不愿意坦白。。或许。。。都知道坦白后事情会解决，过后大家都会很无聊了。。。哈哈。。晚安， 好梦。

tired but way too happy cant even sleep

今天上课到很迟，特别多东西。。。觉得近到这间学校真的是太幸福了..处理了也吃了鹅肝foei grass值美币95。。。过后更开心的是。。。她竟然会在上机前大电话给我。。。好感动。。因为我没有想过会有这样的一天。。。被人家珍惜的感觉真的很。。。。哈哈 还连续打了三通。我因为在上课没接。。还问我是否在忙。。。 太开心了。。果然对她坦白是对的。。。希望她平安到达台湾。。。

舍不得吃下的沙拉！

在学校的第二个作品，若是为你准备，我会很开心。。when i take it to patio, i dont really feel like eating it . i just so ....hehe

那时的我，心里只是在想着你，若在那时候，我能够坐在你身边，看着你吃这美味的ｓａｌａｄ，或许在那一秒，世界末日了，我都无所谓。。。伤好了，疤痕呢？过了这么长的时间，我还是一样，我恨我爱你，记得我没恨你，我只是恨我爱你。你太完美了，我无法拥有，也无法失去。。你的生活里很明显没有我的影子了。。后来才明白，我必须回到现实。。祝福你能找到你要的幸福。往前走了。。。或许我遇到对的人，可是疤痕会让我永远记得你。现实中的永远。　

all the best to my self

was confident enough but now feel very nervous hope things will be better tomorrow. at last i find my self back and more focus on study.....flirting around is not a joke actually ...haha but it was sweet and a wonderful exp....but it was just a school day crush......i guess every one have one in their memory too ...haha sweet and charming eyes of soju.. cheers...hehe

the gift

have u received? do u like it ? u dont like it ? AM I SUPPOSE TO ASK ALL THIS TO YOU ?

cant be bothered

i cant be bothered.....tell you what ....JUST xxxx OFF.

我很想。。。。

听你说话。。为什么不能够做到想朋友一样呢？为什么什么都不告诉我呢？

寧願選擇留戀不放手

有時候　有時候　我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開　都有時候　沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我　有時候　寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透　也許你會陪我　看細水長流

拖鞋

为什么会说起那拖鞋的事呢？。。。我是后来听朋友说，若送拖鞋给对方，对方会很倒霉的。。。所以我就把这事给忘了。。。若你还是想要一份礼物的话。。。我会想买件外套给你。。。。。快开学了。。。我会努力学习。。希望有天我会有个机会煮好吃的给你吃。。每当想到你。。。我只知道你很特别。。。无意的回忆比想象中还要更甜美。on my experience....love will come and go easyly but what i was on you was care! a step higher than just love...but anyway lets get back to the real life and be realistic...hope u r doing good! take care!

21 st b day

12.12now还在发呆。。用最简单的方式过了这二十一岁的生日了。。。没出外。。没出外和朋友见面。。。 看完《你笑了》21和22。。韩剧。。很开心。。晚餐和家人一起吃。。。珍惜自己有个家。。。想到那些没家的小孩，不知道自己是什么时候落在这地球的小孩们。。该会有多难过。。

原本想过到孤儿院或老人院去服务。。。但在忙着弄学生证。。。明年这时候又不懂是怎么回事。20岁生日后就不在期待说谁会给我惊喜了。。。赫赫。。。期待了反而会受伤。。。很感动的是。。二姐给的礼物和大姐买的蛋糕。。。还有朋友们给得祝福。。。谢谢你们一直以来的陪伴。。。几感动一下。赫赫

祝我生日快乐。。。哈哈

血。。。

went for medical check up for my student pass......its not easy to find my vein but for my surprise they did it and the blood just splash out .haha 不怎么感到痛。。该痛的都痛过了。。。不怕了。。。回想起小时候。。。就那么害怕镇。。。就算给我糖。。还是会生气的。。呵呵。。。可爱的童年。。。若一切都能像小时候那么单纯该有多好吖。。。。像现在，那么复杂，很多心事都埋在心底。。就搞不明白。。。心为何不计较你对我的不好反而一直在祝福你过得好。。。可是清楚了现在的我。。。祝福就是祝福。。。没有特别带有任何感情。。。拿得起，就得放得下。。。说得没错。。。你我都会有个更好的。

one more day

one more day to go ....at this years bday i wont be wondering for anything coz i have learn my lesson from the 20th bday....its hurt but i remind me not to be stupid again ....hehe thanks to that special person. never ever be to serious with luv coz u will never ever know what the other person is thinking.....to be so truthful and innocent in luv i think time has change.haha..step on with one of your leg not both of your leg.

21st

Friday, December 16, 1988 to Wednesday, December 16, 2009. Its gonna be 7670days that i had past it by a lots of ....ing.such as sleeping breathing...etc.the most important thing is....i will be having the key of 21 soon .....haha^^

2 am in the morning!

took bus at 11 at jaybee and arrive at mlk around 2 and drive up to kl at 6 ......tired but mental and physical....回到轨道。。。。日子还是一样。。。。寂寞。。平静。。不管怎么样。就不想回到过去。

I am just to happy today!!!! haha

my student pass get approved d! on the other side is a bit sad that i need to focus on studies and wont be able to back to malacca again to visit all my best frenz.....