after sometimes

After sometimes in writing in .... Coz I saw a good apps on my iPhone to post my stuffs up. So far having a not bad time. After lunch break and relaxing. Lots of memories for this page but most of it it's kept safe on my mail. Will be writing more often after this.... Phase of the day "failure is not an option" by mike Tompkins lol

its been so long.....

its been so long that i posted some emo notes here ...haha but now im just too busy with my studies my work and .....hehe learning to balance up this elements....and so fast its been five and a half months passed in my culinary journey....learn lots of knowledge but there is still much and long way to go ...all the best to my self ^^

如果一个男人真的爱你，这些他都会做到，如果有这么一个男人爱你，那么，不管怎样，请你珍惜他!!!!!!

如果一个男人真的爱你，他不会冷落你超过三天，因为想念你的日子很难度过 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会给你一个甜蜜的称呼，只属于他一个人喊的称呼 ， 即使你有时不喜欢，但这也是爱你的一种！ 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会把你当孩子般宠爱，但是自己又说不出宠你的原因~ 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会让你开心快乐，不会带给眼泪 如果一个男人真的爱你，他的手机会24小时为你开机，随时随地让你能够找到他 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会觉得你是最好的，不会将你和其他女人做比较， 即便你并不优秀 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会抽出时间来陪你，即使自己真的很忙， 因为他看不见你会很想你 如果一个男人真的爱你，他不会要求你减肥，因为他会把你的身体健康看作第一位 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会很想和你生活在一起，会把你看成是生命中最重要的 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会经常紧紧地抱着你，让你感受他的心跳 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会在你睡着的时候轻轻吻你，因为你是他的天使 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会给你买你喜欢的东西，并且很高兴陪你逛街 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会默默地为你付出一切，但很少让你知道他所做的牺牲 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会看你吃饭的时候傻笑，然后把好吃都留给你吃， 那怕他只喝 汤，心里也会很高兴。 如果一个男人爱你，他会不厌其烦提醒你吃饭，穿衣服，听你烦了，他还是要提醒你， 因为你生病就是对他最大的伤害。 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会记住你说的每句话，哪怕是一句小玩笑，他也会放心里。 然后努力改变自己的生活习惯。 如果一个男人真的爱你，他会只对你一个人好，虽然他身边的朋友说他重色轻友， 但是如果他朋友出事，他也会像担心你一样担心他们。 所以不要说他不够义气。 如果一人男人真的爱你，在你过马路的时候会紧张的拉着你的手， 怕你横冲直撞出什么事，所以你不要甩开他的手。 如果一个男人真的爱你，他的手机里都是关于你的东西，想你的时候会对 着手机傻笑，回忆美好的幸福！！ 男生、女生看后必转！『珍惜』身边的他/她！不要伪装自己的想法，爱要大声说出来……

如果我只是过客，请不要对我好！！！

如果我真的很不重要，如果我只是你生命的过客，
那么请你，请你不要对我好，
不要让我发现自己已经习惯你、依赖你到无法自拔。

a new day

a brand new day no matter what happen...i just wanna be my self ....gonna cook for the food for this week and clean up my room and gonna rock evening at east coast park bbq with buddies...hahaha i just cant be bother by ur emo-ness..have a nice day anyway.

how do i look to u ? joker?

wat the hell on earth makes u to let me wait for two nights and one day to buzz me .....dont you know how down am i while waiting for u to buzz me ? i believe that u always have your own emo story but wat did i do wrong and u let me be like a joker ? too good to you ? call u when u are down ? getting upset when u have not enough time to rest in your busy schedule? or call for your ex and ask y he didnt pick up when he just dumb u like nth ....haiz..... u spoil my day and night just by saying nth .....your silence just kills me badly.... “看你微妙的变化。慢慢不同。我不是生气，只是心痛”《哭过就好了》

playing a new game called ignoring

just see how i ignore u ....i about to hate ppl how ignore lo ....but i think i should play ignore with u ....maybe thats wat i can give u the best ...haha just watch it and feel how hurting it is of being ignored....u deserve it .!

its gonna rain soon

its gonna rain soon ...and i just love this weather....raining inside and also outside...i have been thinking too much which leads me to hurts....i wants to be splashed away into ocean....no one knows where i am and no one care after searching me for few days.......going for a party with a happiness musk...

im a little tired of this life

just kind of sick with problems that im facing and ppl around with their problem and wants to share it....just a little tired of it...handling financial issues is another chapter of life which need lots of practical on it....all im doing now is listening to "how could an angel break my heart"being alone is safe but just kind a missing some warmth wishes from the special one....but anyway is better than getting hurt.....
when back home town too relax but it turn to be a busy time and a unpleasant time at home with the folks...and came back to sg still having a few sweet days bfore attachment..its my last weekend offs d. a little stress just feel like wanna smoke and get drunk but....i still wanna keep the promise that i gave to my self and to the someone who i lost year bfore.and so fast a lot of things has came and past in my life...
and now focusing on a desired career...havin some problem too but i just tell my self "YES OR NO I NEED TO MOVE ON ".

so blur with u

i walk away but u just made me walk back to you....just feel like giving you one warmth hug.....haha hope the loneliness and the weather didn't freeze you .

i think im ..........

i think that i starts to give up le........hope things will be better after this......just wanna safe my heart for my self....

im glad to be your listener...cute little lamb

my dream gal haha...use to be so strong but i was shock to know that you have past trough those hard time... feel very bad bout two things...i feel that i should not be so open up ...coz i feel that unknowingly im being a burden and add up to you problems...another is i feel very bad to know what you have gone trough ...but just wanna let you know that no matter how hard just find me and have a talk k ...i will be there ...im willing to be just be best frenz if you just wish so ,what are we is not an important... the most important is for me to get to know that you are happy...AZA AZA　FIGHTING ^^

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i just wanna think of.... posible for everyday

i have my dreams to work on and u have yours too . and we are serious about it . so lets just concern more on it ....i like .....but i dun wanna get into any relationship for the moment....and thats what u wish too ....so let take it easy k ......im happy to know that you are happy ....if i happen to melt your heart someday i will be the happiest person ....but if u happen to met someone better, i want to be the first person to know .....as for today i just wish that you will cool down soon and just ignore those who makes u angry .....noob lamb, im here so must be happy k

无聊

在想，我是否应该停留然后再回头呢。。。会否走得太快了。。。很多时候出现很多问题都因为每个人都不愿意坦白。。或许。。。都知道坦白后事情会解决，过后大家都会很无聊了。。。哈哈。。晚安， 好梦。

tired but way too happy cant even sleep

今天上课到很迟，特别多东西。。。觉得近到这间学校真的是太幸福了..处理了也吃了鹅肝foei grass值美币95。。。过后更开心的是。。。她竟然会在上机前大电话给我。。。好感动。。因为我没有想过会有这样的一天。。。被人家珍惜的感觉真的很。。。。哈哈 还连续打了三通。我因为在上课没接。。还问我是否在忙。。。 太开心了。。果然对她坦白是对的。。。希望她平安到达台湾。。。